Thursday, July 31, 2014

Mars Ruling in Scorpio



July 31, 2014
So this is what it looks like when Mars is ruling and has 3 outer planets under its influence.  This reminds me of when I first began turning to ‘mundane’ astrology for comfort.  It was about 1988.  I had been studying astrology seriously for 3 years, and was familiar with how the planets affected my chart.  I don’t remember when exactly I was reading the account of the death of Federico Garcia Lorca, a Spanish poet murdered in the early days of the Guerra Civil.  There must have been some emotional transit that day.  All I remember is being completely overtaken with grief at the end of the book.  I had checked it out looking for a biography of Lorca, but it turned out to be a full length book solely devoted to the account of the start of the war, Lorca’s concern for his life, staying in someone else’s home, hoping he would not be rounded up and shot as events unfolded.  But he was.  The author had to do a lot of digging to get the story.  No one wanted to talk.  I remember so little about the book.  There was an introduction by Lorca’s brother.  In another book I learned about the plays he had written and the work he did reviving community theater by organizing puppet shows.  It seems like the book about his murder tried to make it sound as though he were not political.  But a review of his plays makes it clear that he was behind some very provocative productions that questioned the traditional role of women in families as proscribed by the church.  Then I learned even later that he was flamboyantly gay.

I was in tears.  Knowing about my chart was no help.  I needed some form of solace.  I kept thinking if only there were some way to mathematically quantify the energy that erupts in violence, I could see it as a force of nature, and not be so incapacitated with sadness in the face of all the cruelties lacing life.  I knew the answer was astrology, but my ephemeris only went back as far as 1900.  To see the roots of the conflict in 1936 Spain I was drawn further back in historical reading.  I suppose it was about 2 or 3 years after that day that a friend let me borrow his computer to look up the locations of planets in the 1800’s.  I guess he logged me on to the internet and directed me to the site with the ephemeris.  I knew nothing about computers or the internet back then.
I still have the list of dates and locations of planets that I copied down that day.  I kept going back and back in time.  I worried that he regretted making the offer when he came home an hour later to find me copying locations of Jupiter-Pluto as far back in time as the 1600’s.  I don’t remember how far back I went, but that data fed me for a long time.  I studied it to discern cycles; how often planets met, where they met, and if there was a pattern in the location of their meetings.  It was indeed very comforting.  It was fascinating to see two outer planets meet and then go back in history and try to figure out what was happening at that time.  I spent a lot of time learning the history that overwhelmed me in junior high and high school.  History and astrology became my consolation for all the pain and suffering that seemed to go on around me.  
The sadness is still always there.  The need to understand how such intelligent creatures can be so cruel and violent.  Times like this it is not what is in the stars now that helps me stay sane, it is the steadiness of mind that I have gained from observing the cycles repeat themselves like thousands of variations on a theme for centuries.
In the last three years that steadiness has become a post that reaches down to the center of the earth and comes out the other side.  All human history dissolves into the progression of the zodiac signs through one 24 hour cycle.  I am no longer angry at books that advertise the secrets of the ancients.  I know now the secret is only to be found in the stillness of the mind; it cannot be described or explained.  It can only be perceived directly by quieting the mind long enough to perceive something as simple as the actual earth turning on its axis.
 Twelve are the fellies.  What man has understood them?    Dirghatamas

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

♌ Leaping Leo! ♌



Sorry for the messy graphics- think of all that text in the way as trees obstructing your view.  They must be good for something…..
The above is a screenshot from stellarium showing the sky from Raleigh at 1:20pm July 22, 2014. 

The vertical line through the middle is called the meridian, or midheaven.  It always bisects the blue curve which represents Earth’s equator projected out to heaven, or the celestial equator.  The red curve, which represents the ecliptic, is another story.  It represents the path the Sun makes in the course of a year, so to speak.  In other words things are not as they seem, and we are all DISLEXIC!
Not to worry though.  The zodiac is here to help us understand what is really happening.  And so is Stellarium.  They’ve got this nifty little button you can click to dim the Sun’s light, making the stars that are normally ‘washed out’ during the day, visible.  That bright ball on the meridian is the Sun.  You can’t see Jupiter right next to it, but you can see the last few letters ‘..piter.’  You might have to squint or use your reading glasses.
Back to the red line, or ecliptic; notice how it is off center, skewed toward the west.  That has something to do with the Earth revolving on a tilted axis, the trickiest thing you can meditate on in astrology, but the most important.  I believe it is the real reason we have the zodiac; but I’m just a housecleaner, so I could be wrong. 

Now check out this screenshot for 1:20 am July 22, again from Raleigh.
 




Here the red line for the ecliptic is lopsided to the east!  You probably can’t see the little light for Uranus, but maybe you can see the label in the eastern sky, where the ecliptic is crossed above the celestial equator.  Uranus is currently located in the 2nd sidereal hour which begins at 15°Aries.  Aries begins where the red line crosses above the blue line.


If you feel lost, please do not give up.  This is heaven.  Just drop in now and then, take a look around, and pretty soon you’ll start recognizing planets and stars like familiar friends.

The down and up roller coaster ride on a tilted planet

Remember we said Capricorn on the midheaven means we’re at the top of our daily revolution and Cancer the Crab means we’re at the bottom.  When we ‘see’ Aquarius on the midheaven at 1:20am it means we are going down.  When Leo, the sign right after Cancer, comes across the midheaven, it means we are taking a graceful leap onto the table from the floor, like a cat.  Today, in Raleigh, Leo crosses the MC (midheaven) at 1:20pm daylight savings time.  Whenever anyone on earth sees the sun in the middle of the sky during the month of Leo, they know their little patch of earth is leaping up.  Meow!  Purrrrr….anything good on that table?