Monday, September 14, 2026

Mars has Fallen

 And it can't get up!  That was the joke of the oldest brother.  He preferred wine while the younger 3 sipped whiskey and smoked cigarettes.  The oldest one joked about the commercial for a device that alerted medical pros when a poor but prepared senior citizen was in distress in their home.  He would holler in his best southern accent, "Help!  I've fallen and I can't get up!"  And laugh uproariously.  His laugh was famous throughout town.

His friends found him on the floor.  He'd been there for days.  The old joke was still funny to him, but not his friends.  They argued with him and each other till the Capricorn of the bunch just dialed 911.

That was 4 years ago?  It's hard to keep up.  It all happened so fast, beginning with their mother, affectionately known as Shug, short for sugar.  She was no push over, just a true southern sweetheart mom who raised 4 sons pretty much on her own.

We can't even talk about how she fell and there was noone around to pick her up.  We can only say it was too devastating for her surviving sons to dwell on.  They tried to carry on but each, in his own way, was profoundly crippled by the sudden loss.

Then when the oldest went, the next lost his wife just as suddenly and followed her to the grave like a domino.  

The third hung on for a year.  As he became more emaciated, unable to pick himself up from multiple falls he told the youngest, the last brother surviving and taking care of him while he worked from home during covid, "I think I'm dying."

Mars has fallen and it can't get up.

This past old moon was really hard for me.  Every time I checked the chart for solace, some sort of insight or understanding, there was Mars in Cancer, the location opposite its Capricorn sign of exaltation.

Then the last brother was in the hospital in a medically induced coma, the evening of the growing new Moon. It was advanced to Libra.  I was witnessing his 40 something son stroking his forehead, smoothing his hair, calling him Pop.  We had only just met.  He's recently returned to Raleigh after a full career in the Air Force.  He has a family of his own.  Both he and his wife gave me heartfelt healing hugs.

We all became acquainted while waiting for this last brother, this quietly heroic father, to come out of the coma.  Comma?  Pause?  

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Certainly a very tender new lunar cycle.  Mars in Cancer is ruled by the Moon.  That's the same as saying the fallen hero is ruled by the family.  We could even say nation.  Which family is more important?  The little one or the big one?

Years ago I repeated often that I was drawn to housecleaning because it was healing to be in the homes of healthy families.  

This month i connected on Instagram with a member of my fractured family.  It bothers my son that he has so little connection with family.  So when I first realized the initial thrill of Instagram was just that, and stopped responding to the notifications, even those of my fun new family contact, I panicked.  Would this wonderful healing connection disappear?  I scrambled to let her know that even though I was not active on the app I was super excited and still eager to know more about her.

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Last night I got a text from the last brother's daughter.  We have yet to meet, but we talk thru texts.  She said her father was finally waking up and smiled when they told him I had been up to see him.  I felt so tender!

New Moon near Venus circled on right.  Mars in Cancer in 4th house of home circled at bottom.




I went out to look and see if the new crescent was visible.   It was!  I caught Venus first.  It's at the beginning of Scorpio now.  That's another planet in a difficult period of its cycle.  Venus rules in Taurus but is at one of its low points in Scorpio.  But there was that lovely new moon,, slender, behind trees.  I had to walk down the street to find it.  The angle of view is so consequential when there is even a small forest on the horizon.

Thursday, August 27, 2026

Virgo Nerd Out

Playing on Stellarium today.  Free!  And fair - like an innocent maiden holding a stalk of grain. As opposed to the fish swimming under the deep waters.  One is up, the other is down.  That's the Galactic way.  The Galactic order of things.  


What we call the zodiac sign Virgo is actually in the constellation Leo.  We're getting into the precession of equinoxes here, but don't freak and click away!  The precession of equinoxes is your friend.  With the magic of Stellarium it will take you on a thrilling carnival ride into past and future millennia.  You can get a view of the sky people were observing when they built those architectural wonders 6 thousand years ago. 

But for today we'll just mention the big bad precession and give it a heart and thumbs up.  Before we bring it out on stage we need to introduce our very own galaxy, the redundantly named Milky Way.  I put our galactic grid up in these two images from Stellarium.  The galactic grid is especially helpful because compared to, say the celestial equator, it doesn't move around much in a hundred or so human life spans.  Framing our solar system against the background of the galactic equator is like building our understanding of the sky on rock instead of sand.



Following up on yesterday's charts for Mercury's superior conjunction, I have a pair of screenshots from Stellarium;  the top one is for this morning in Raleigh and the bottom one is for the same time in Istanbul.  (Not exactly, but only a few minutes later).  

The atmosphere is 'turned off' to keep the Sun's light from blocking out the stars.  Mercury is the little dot just above the Sun, and they are both just to the left of Regulus, also known as alpha Leonis.  (A little preview of our upcoming interview with the notorious equinox precession;  back in the days when scribes were copying the Epic of Gilgamesh on clay tablets, the late summer Sun would have been against the background of the constellation Virgo instead Leo.  A bit dizzying, I know, but that can be kind of fun once you're accustomed to the funhouse clover leaf highway overlapping cycles of our solar system.  You get to actually liking the apparent chaos of our little hood and appreciating the relative stability of the distant stars especially along the equator of the Milky Way.) 

Back to free and fair.  Stellarium is free downloadable software.  And fair refers to the young maiden holding the stalk in the zodiac sign Virgo.  In the fall the stalk grows up out of the ground.  Here's the real deal; the seasonal sky changes over the millenia, but the constellation Virgo is always in the upper dome of the Milky Way.  The opposing Pisces constellation is in the bottom dome of the Milky Way.  Crazy huh?  Incredible.  Unless you're familiar with the galactic coordinate system, which is relatively new, around 1958.  There was a lot of fiddling over many centuries leading up to the grid we use now.  Back in the days of Pythagoras and Plato things were a bit more poetic than the current grid, but we've still got the names of the constellations along the river of milk, like the swan and the swift ship; then above, the bear and the maiden holding a stalk of grain and below the fishes and underworld dramatis personae, so I like to think we've got the best of both worlds, or ages. 

Getting to know the order of the constellations in the galaxy makes the stories from old times a lot more fun.  Some of these fantastic adventures are great winks at what part of the galaxy a person on Earth is actually facing when they look 'up' into heaven.  In other words when we think we are looking 'up' at Pisces we are actually gazing into the lower depths of our galaxy.

In the first of today's digital views of heaven, the people in Raleigh have the galactic equator right in the middle of the sky.  The constellation Orion, with the stars Betelgeuse and Rigel labeled, is just under the line of the galactic equator.  Around the same time in Istanbul they are about to face another part of the galactic river surrounding us (like a snake eating its tail. Sound familiar?)  The inside of the galaxy marked by the steam coming from the Teapot is just coming up in Istanbul's eastern sky.  More obvious is Antares, or alpha Scorpius, just above the galactic equator on the left side of the screenshot.   That means when we go from the constellation Scorpio to the constellation Sagittarius, we are facing first above, then below the galactic equator. 

A bit of repetition like a chorus of angels is ok once in awhile, especially if we include an image.  Here's one last screenshot from Stellarium showing Scorpio, Sagittarius and the galactic equator going right between them.  

When we go from the constellation Scorpio to the constellation Sagittarìus, we go from facing above to facing below the galactic equator.




Well, it's time for this old maid (more like crone, or Demeter) to sign off.  I hope there aren't too many booboos in this post because I'm about to hit the publish button. 


  

Wednesday, August 26, 2026

Superior Conjunction from Raleigh to Istanbul

Mercury passes the far side of the Sun tomorrow.  It's called a superior conjunction as opposed to an inferior conjunction when it passes between us and the SunIn a series of charts, or on Stellarium, Mercury would be tracked overtaking the Sun along the ecliptic.  I'm just presenting 2 charts, both for the moment of exact lineup, from 2 different places on Earth.

 

The chart above is for 1:04pm local time, the moment in Raleigh that Mercury is opposite Earth on the far side of the Sun. In the chart they are located at the top, right next to each other, both at 4degrees Virgo 27minutes.   Below is a chart for 8:04pm local time, the same moment from Istanbul.  

 


As in the Raleigh chart, they are right next to each other at 4 degrees Virgo 27 minutes, but instead of being at the top, they are on the right side under the horizontal line.  In Istanbul it is dark; the Sun/Mercury pair have set in the west.

 I am reading a very informative book about the Ottoman Empire in the few decades leading up to World War 1.  In this book Kaiser Wilhelm 2 figures as a more realistic human being than the Kaiser in The Guns of August book I had read years ago.  Maybe I just missed a lot of stuff that Barbara Tuckman outlined about Wilhelm's international relations, especially with the Ottoman Empire.

 The book I am reading now is called The Hejaz Railway and the Ottoman Empire: modernity, industrialization and the Ottoman decline.  It is written in Turkish by Murat Ozyuksel and translated to English by Sezin Tekin.  Ozyuksel does speak English, I have found at least one video of him presenting in English on the angloturkishsociety channel.

There's a lot of stuff coming out about history of Muslim Brotherhood which I think is helpful in understanding currents of thought in Muslim societies.  Now, though, I'm getting a better understanding of the rivalry between Germany, France and England and how Germany came to be aligned with the Ottoman Empire before the rise of Nazi ideology, well before even WW1.

Is there anything you have been studying where you feel like you are gaining ground in your efforts?  As an astrologer I associate my new, far reaching avenues of information with the Mercury Sun superior conjunction in Virgo, the sign of learning.     

Sunday, June 28, 2026

Weber vs Lenin Nov 7, 1917

Wow!  Go to end to see my BIG mistake!

Reading Science as a Vocation lecture by Max Weber.  Way cool reading.  Hmm, when exactly in 1917?  November 7.  Dang!? 

Go to October Revolution, November 7, 1917.  (Russia was still using old style calendar back then, so a date that we consider November was in October for them)

Damn.  Pretty cool connection.  Felt compelled to save a chart for the moment of discovery.  




It's been a great day of study.  One early quote from the lecture reminded me of the old Greek concept of nous, meaning something along the lines of mind if I remember correctly.  Always connecting that with writers through time who describe ideas as something we don't create, but which precede us and which come to us like lightening in flashes.

"Ideas come to us when they please, not when it pleases us."  After a sentence or two about ideas coming while on a stroll etc comes this last sentence of the paragraph.  "But ideas would certainly not come to mind had we not brooded at our desks and searched for answers with painstaking devotion."

Picturing now in my mind the countless images of Hindu gods holding among many other things a bolt of lightening.  




I swear I checked multiple times and this BIG mistake got past me!  October Revolution was Nov 7, 1917 and Weber lecture was Nov 7, 1918.  Chart is for minute I checked dates for umpteenth time and finally caught my error.
 

Thursday, June 25, 2026

Let the Healing Begin

It started last night at 10:54 when Venus was setting in Raleigh. As I was opening a new tab I noticed and clicked on a Guardian headline: Israeli former leader and security chiefs threaten legal action over ‘Jewish Terrorism’. I felt amazing relief and hope as I read the article. It was kind of late. I did a chart for the moment, noted that Venus in Leo was setting, answered a text (a customer offering leftover key lime pie from a recent get together!) rolled over in bed and got busy at the very important job of resting. 

Venus is just above the horizontal line on the right side of the chart.  It's about to go under the line, or set in the west.

 

This morning I revisited the article, it was that inspiring. One of the signers of the letter was David Grossman, a writer. The name reminded me of the author of Life and Fate (Vasily Grossman), I googled him wondering if he was related. He wasn’t, but I googled his 2014 book Falling out of Time. NPR had a gushing review: A Lyrical Meditation On Grief In Falling Out Of Time. One of his children was killed in action on the last day of the 2006 Lebanon War. He has remained a devoted peace activist. 

 I’m not. Not a peace activist. But I don’t want to imagine a world without peace activists. I read a lot about war and the history of war. As an astrologer I can’t stand up for one against the other, peace or war. I’m compelled to observe and wonder. I never feel that I know what’s right, mostly I’m just aware of my own drive for self preservation. 

 I’ve had a lot of Jewish customers over the years, every one of them model citizens, above and beyond citizens. It was such a relief to see coming from the heart of Israel the kind of leadership I’ve seen in all my customers, friends and associates. The people signing the letter did not condemn Jewish Terrorism. They warned of impending legal action to stop it. 

 I’ve had only a few Arabs in my life, and none in recent years. One young Arab man in the 1980’s loaned me a book about the very recent history of Palestine. I thought of him often after 9/11. This ongoing war in Gaza and Lebanon is pushing me to learn more about Palestinians and the history of the region. Then there’s Sudan. History, science, astrology; they are my rocks. But sometimes fiction strikes a beautiful chord. At the end of the excellent synopsis of Falling out of Time, the reviewer, Alan Cheuse, called it the Israeli version of Our Town

 I only know of Thornton Wilder because my old boyfriend was in a local production of Skin of our Teeth and he had a book of Wilder’s short stories. I read the Wikipedia synopsis of Our Town. I was in tears at the end of it. I did a chart for the moment. Venus was rising.

This morning Venus was on the left side of the chart, just under the horizontal line.  It was about to come up over the Eastern horizon.

 

Chiron, the planet of healing passed from Aries into Taurus Friday night. We still have Saturn and Neptune in Aries. Jesus said the poor will always be with us, I’m guessing that includes the victims of war. Venus rules Taurus. The planet of kindness and harmony rules the sign of peace. It is a big relief to see kindness shining a bright light on the power of setting limits. The signers did not condemn anyone’s drive for self preservation, they just drew a line and said this we will not tolerate.

Friday, March 20, 2026

Tuesday Night High Moon

We had a new Moon at 9:30 this past Wed night.  It might be visible as a very thin crescent tonight (Fri March 20) in the Western sky or not till tomorrow night.  Look for it above the horizon where the sun sets.

By Tues (24 March) it will be getting pretty thick, coming to its first quarter.  When the Sun sets it will be fairly high in the southern sky. 

This chart shows where the Moon will be Tues: and the arrows point to its position Wed and Thurs night around sunset for Raleigh NC.




We know it will be high because the chart shows it is almost in Cancer.  Anything in Gemini or Cancer is high in the sky.  Anything in Sagittarius or Capricorn is low in the sky.

It will still be high and a wee bit thicker Wed night - and just to the West of Jupiter.  Then on Thurs night it will have passed Jupiter along the ecliptic and be a bit to the East of the great benific.  Great Benific is especially true of Jupiter Wed and Thurs because the Moon is near it and the Moon rules in Cancer.  Maybe we will notice nurturing that supports  healthy growth on those days.  

I never look for anything down here on earth anymore.  I study the charts, contemplate the future line ups and basically forget about them as I enjoy the passing of the days.  

Here are charts for Wed night and Thurs night.






If it's not too cloudy you might can spot the Moon well before sunset, like maybe around 3pm or later, if you carefully scan the Eastern sky.  Below is a chart showing where Moon would be in Raleigh's Eastern sky at 4:30pm Wed.



In the afternoon when the Sun is still up the Moon will be rising in the East.

I know a lot of us are freaking right now.  Along that line it might be helpful to notice the Sun meeting Saturn in the first (Tues Night March 24) chart on this post.   Saturn is just overtaking Neptune.  The slow and sober limit setter passing on the inside lane of the insanely slow planet (Neptune) of generational vision, as in social movements, ideas taking hold and carrying great masses of people on a slow but very powerful idea wave.  The meeting of Saturn and Neptune is historic and will take a year.

This week as the Sun 'catches up' to Saturn we may feel like something is holding things up in this Arian rush of ideals that's got the world all stirred up.  The brief few days of relative discipline could be a relief for some.

Here's another copy of the first chart with Neptune, Sun and Saturn pointed out.



Thursday, January 8, 2026

Why I Cannot Forsake My Principles

The title of the 5000 word Andreyeva Manifesto, Why I Cannot Forsake My Principles, was repeating a phrase Gorbachev had used.  "I cannot forsake my principles."  This Leningrad chemistry teacher said she had to speak out against perestroika because it was destroying the country.  Many people agreed with her.

Venus is in top right quadrant near Jupiter.




Notice Venus at 7 ° Taurus near Jupiter.  Venus is ruling in the sign of the worker.  Saturn is ruling in the sign of government and tradition.  So many people felt lost when Stalin and Lenin were being denounced as murderers.  Workers who had suffered under the soviet dictatorship had been groomed to love their leaders.  

Mars, the planet of the soldier, is exalted in Capricorn.  Andreyeva's declaration, that it was wrong to tear down and trample upon the memories of the men who had lead the USSR through world War 2, was uplifting to many veterans who had given so much for their country and felt that their sacrifices were being spat upon by the degenerate younger generation.


In last week's post I included links to 2 articles about the firestorm her manifesto generated, and a photo of the paragraph in the Gorbachev bio about the hardliners voicing their agreement with her at the Nineteenth Party Conference.  

When Nina Andreyeva's opinion piece was first published in March 1988 Mars was in the historic lineup with the outer planets and they were all going forward.  They were all in Capricorn, the sign of government.  You can see 5 planets; Uranus, Saturn, Neptune, Mars and the Moon all in Capricorn in the bottom right quadrant of the chart.

The Moon, associated with soul, such a slippery concept, difficult to hold, like breath, is in its fall in austere Capricorn.

By the time of the big Party Conference in June Mars had advanced 70 degrees along the ecliptic to the sign Pisces.  The outer planets had turned retrograde and the Saturn Uranus pair were backed into the last two degrees of Sagittarius.  That's the chart shown in last week's post.

Gorbachev worked hard in the months after the hardliners' journalistic IED to prepare a response to combat their attack.  He thought his philosophical approach would win the day.  But as the paragraph (photographed from his bio) in last week's post demonstrates, he was wrong.

Saturn was catching up with Uranus.  The curmudgeonly planet of limits was overtaking the planet of social revolution.

I said I was coming to the sad part of Gorbachev's bio.  Regardless of how he saw his life and work, I find this moment in history to be extremely touching.  The people of the Soviet Union were learning awful things about their past which until then had been hidden.  They were making peace with their particular national tragedy.