But that was yesterday, when the Moon was lined up with Saturn. "Good work," I thought, "this biography is strange and slow going, but I am finding astrologers who I can look to for my base." It makes me feel that I have a firm foundation, now that I can refer to respected philosophers who frown on making predictions.
Now, today the Moon is lining up with Pluto. You can see where I put a blue highlight over Saturn, Moon and Pluto in the 6th house. They just sunk under the western horizon about an hour ago.
While they were above the horizon, in the 7th house of partnership, I was studying how to add a PayPal button to my blog. When I took a break to make lunch before going to clean a house, I thought about how frustrating it would have been if I had felt really eager to get that button up. I remembered advice that came in my email from an astrology site. They mentioned Saturn getting ready to turn retrograde, that it will back off its approach to Pluto. They said anything not taken care of now will come back with a vengeance when Saturn goes forward again and lines up with Pluto in the new year.
I love the astrology service that sent the email. I recommend them often. They provide the most extensive free calculation services I know of on the web. But I thought that ominous, "you had better get something done or face consequences months from now," was unsettling, and i was glad I have my own ideas of what Saturn regressing from Pluto is all about.
It reminds me why I am so passionate about people being comfortable reading a chart. The only way to be at peace with the many cycles in our solar system is to follow them.
As I worked toward accepting payment for astrology consultations I considered how much I value silence, and time to study and meditate. I am not a perky, feel good astrologer. I am comfortable on the outskirts of society where there are few distractions. That doesn't seem like a recipe for business success. But since Moon is lining up with distant Pluto right now these thoughts don't disturb me. I've observed my changing moods every month as the Moon approaches the demoted planet and I know this is just a reminder of how I am an outsider among a world of outsiders.
Also, I have contemplated previous events when Saturn lined up with Pluto - like Nov 1982 or Aug 1947. I've thought about what was going on around the globe as well as in my little life. Then there is the rest of the cycle between the two planets; when they are separating, when they are opposing.....they are always in some stage of a relationship to each other.
That's what I want to help other people do, gain their own familiarity with the cycles. Maybe it will happen and maybe it won't!
