We Are More American <---- Click on the blue words to see video with lyrics in spanish and english of a popular Mexican group. This old post turned up tonight. Maybe I was going to put the words in the video as subtitles, but see how lazy I have become! I don't know why I did not publish it back then, but I guess I can do it now.
This song was one of the first I heard on the radio ten years ago. It was very popular. The group, Los Tigres del Norte, is kind of the patron band of the country, they appear in lots of movies and advertisements.
I just watched the video. It looks like there was a verse or two more that I did not transcribe and translate. Reckon I need to get on that.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Monday, August 6, 2012
An Endless Essay for Taurus and Libra
Venus Entering Cancer: A Walk in Cancer’s Shoes for
Taurus and Libra Natives
The morning of Aug 7, Venus
leaves the sign Gemini where she has been since April and begins a month long
journey through the sign Cancer. First
let’s talk about what we mean when we say a planet enters the sign Cancer.
Cancer as Turning Point
Many people know that at summer solstice the sun rises higher in the sky than any other time of year. The word tropic (as in Tropic of Cancer and
Tropic of Capricorn) comes from the Greek ‘tropicos’ meaning turn. The summer solstice is the turning point in
the ecliptic where we see planets turn from an ascending direction to one that
is descending. I often imagine a Ferris
Wheel with the Tropic of Cancer being the position of highest elevation after
which the seats begin to return to earth.
Any time a planet is in the first degree of Cancer it is at that point
in the ecliptic of highest elevation.
Let’s look at the solar
system from above for another perspective:
when we see the sun highest in the sky on June 21 it is because earth is
in the point of its yearly trip around the sun where the tilted north pole is
pointed toward the sun. In similar
manner any other planet entering the sign Cancer is moving into a position
relative to earth where our north pole is leaning toward it, and in our sky we
see that planet at the most elevated point of the ecliptic.
So on the morning of Aug 7
(east coast North America) Venus reaches this turning point. But what does it mean?
Well…the sign before Cancer
is Gemini. In that sign Venus was slowly
climbing to the highest point in the
band across the sky. In the case of the
sun, we are still benefiting from an increase of its time above the horizon
from one day to the next, but that increase is negligible compared to the gain
we get in Pisces and Aries. In those two
signs we get about 2 more minutes of light every day, while in Gemini we go, in
thirty days, from an increase of 1 minute 28 seconds per day to an increase of
only 2 seconds. Though we are still gaining light, the amount we are gaining is dropping
off a little bit with each day.
What we are doing is
measuring the amount of energy the earth is receiving from the sun, or other
planets, in units of time. If we imagine
the sun’s energy as money going into a bank account, Aries would be the period
when money is coming in so fast we can hardly count it, Taurus would be when
the income starts to level out, Gemini would be when it slows down so much we
start counting and figuring out how much we’ve got, and Cancer would be when
the money starts to trickle out instead of coming in. When any planet is in the sign Cancer, the
time it spends above the horizon (in the northern hemisphere) diminishes a few
seconds with each degree it moves forward.
Planetary Rulers Tell Who is in Charge
OK, I'm not beating around the bush, all this is to give some
mechanical basis for the meaning of the zodiac signs. With that information we turn to which
planets are in charge of each sign- just like priests being in charge in churches,
teachers in the classroom, and cashiers at the register, there are planets
recognized as the ‘rulers’ of various signs based on the nature of their
cycles. The sign Gemini, where many small
adjustments occur, is ruled by Mercury, the yo-yo planet that we see pass back
and forth never far from the sun.
Mercury is associated with the mind, our ability to create within
ourselves a facsimile of our changing environment.
So while Venus is in Gemini she
is ruled by Mercury, the planet of the mind, or basic intellectual
processes. Taurus and Libra have both been
occupied with the Gemini process of gathering and filing information since
April while Venus has been in Gemini. I
should back up here and explain for those who are unfamiliar with planetary
rulerships that Taurus and Libra are both governed by Venus- so following Venus
for them is like checking in with the boss.
When the boss is in her own office she has more control, but when she
leaves it she comes under the influence of whoever is in charge of the office
she is passing through. During most of
March, Venus was passing through Taurus and so able to rule her own territory. People born when the sun was in Taurus or Libra
enjoyed a short month of inner peace and friendship while the ruler of
partnership was keeping melodious order in the house. When Venus had to leave one of her homes (remember
she also rules Libra) in April and begin her extended trip through Gemini she came
under the influence of Mercury. So if
Venus has been getting her cues from Mercury- let’s look at what Mercury’s been
doing.
Looking Back on Venus’ Trip through
Gemini
(But First-We Define Pisces)
On April 3, when Venus first
entered Gemini, Mercury was in Pisces, the last sign of the Zodiac where energy
is seriously building up like the engines firing on a rocket as it begins lift
off. In the case of the sun passing
through the ecliptic- (an aside here- we use the sun’s cycle to define the
zodiac not just because it is the main source of energy in our system, but also
because its cycle is the most consistent….every other planet (except the moon) stops and reverses course at some point in its cycle with earth…the sun marches
at a fairly steady rate through the zodiac as we steadily circle it)—OK, back to the
sun passing through the ecliptic… We gain 2 minutes 16 seconds of light every
day for the last 10 days that the sun is in Pisces. The ten days before that (sun passes through a
sign in 30 days) we get an average of 2 minutes 14 seconds extra each day; and
the first 10 days we gain about 2minutes 9 seconds per day. The sun starts out in the sign Pisces rising
quickly in the ecliptic and builds up in those 30 days to its greatest increase
in energy units delivered to the northern hemisphere by the time it reaches
Spring equinox. Spring is not just
spring because that’s when the sprouts pop out of the earth, it is also spring
because that’s when the sun springs up over the celestial equator and ascends
the ecliptic. Pisces on the Ferris Wheel
is like the part of the ride where the seats are starting to go straight
up. It is exactly like a ride in an
elevator. This is why the sign Pisces is
associated with hope, there is so much energy getting poured into the system
after the long winter nights, we can’t help but feel positive.
So when Venus came under the
influence of Mercury April 3, Mercury (the mind) was like a rocket in the early stage of lift off. The first half of April was positive and
hopeful for Taurus and Libra even though their boss was not in complete control. April 16, Mercury entered the following sign
Aries and was officially off the ground and on the way to god knows where. This is the nature of Aries. When a planet enters Aries it comes under the
influence of high energy Mars and things are happening so fast you can count on
surprises good and bad. Beginning April
16, Taurus and Libra through this chain of command beginning with Venus,
passing to Mercury, and finally to Mars because of Mercury in Aries, were in a
state of high alert. They were flexing
their mental muscles eager to take on any challenge.
May 9, Mercury entered Taurus
and all of a sudden the control, though indirect, was handed back to
Venus. Venus was still in Gemini and
under Mercury’s rule, but Mercury was in her
sign so looking to her for guidance.
They became a cooperative team, consulting with each other. Taurus and Libra got a chance to calm down
and turn their attention away from self assertion and crisis management, to more
relaxed consulting on how to keep things running smoothly.
By May 24, when Mercury moved
into Gemini, where it actively rules, Venus was on its way to passing between
earth and sun and so appeared to be going backwards. (It is because of this apparent backward
motion that we saw Venus in Gemini for 4 months while she spent less than 30
days in Taurus.) May 24 began a period
of rapid and prolific information processing for Taurus and Libra. But that was not to last long; on June 7
Mercury flew into Cancer, and I say flew because the little yo-yo planet was still
on the far side of the sun where we see its relative motion at high velocity. If we go back and count from May 24- June 7,
the total number of days Mercury took to pass through the sign Gemini was only 14! When Mercury hit the sign Cancer it was just slowing
down at the same time it was peaking at the summer tropic; it was entering the
sign ruled by the moon. So Venus, still in Gemini, was now being ruled,
through a chain of command going through Mercury, by the moon. June 8-25, while Mercury was in Cancer, Libra
and Taurus natives got an indirect preview of what’s coming tomorrow Aug 7,
they got a chance to think like Cancer.
That’s not the same as their
ruler being under the lunar influence, it was more a witnessing than walking in
the same shoes, an observation of what it is like to experience the gravity of the
moon.
June 26 Mercury entered Leo
and the party for the mind began. While
the sun was in Cancer the party was sketchy, because the moon ultimately had
the reigns, everything depended on the mood of the moment. July 22, when the sun entered Leo, the party
of the mind was unstoppable. Libra
and Taurus through Venus’ answering to the basic intellect were approaching
things from a more spiritual level. The conscious mind began running the show
instead of an urge to make a partnership work.
This handing over control to the ego can seem less spiritual, unless we
see spirituality as being true to our individual destiny as opposed to the pull
of relationships.
Today mercury is completing
its passage between us and the sun in the sign Leo. Leo is the fun sign. It is like the part of the Ferris Wheel ride
where everyone is dropping down and screaming.
The sun rules the sign Leo. We
feel intensely alive at that point of dropping, we are hysterically laughing at
our own fear, we are cresting on the outgoing energy that came from the
sun-Leo. The sun is now (Aug 6) in its
place of power and mercury is nearby at the celebratory banquet, they are both
in the sign Leo.
Leo is a place of
strength. No king or queen rules
forever, no summer is endless. But
summer is summer, and Mercury (Gemini’s boss), now so close to the sun is in
this place of spiritual strength and power.
The mind is under the influence of the spirit (Sun in Leo), enjoying
what it can do, like a child enjoying the long days of summer. This happiness of the mind impacts Taurus and
Libra as long as Venus (their boss) is in Gemini.
Looking forward to the Next 30 Days of
Venus in Cancer
As soon as Venus hits that
turning point of Cancer it comes under the influence of the moon instead of Mercury. From where we are, the moon is
a whole lot faster than even liquid mercury and a lot bigger. The moon, because it is so close to us has a
major impact on our lives from one moment to the next. Think of a baby, so small, so incapable of
sustaining its own life, but so important to its parents because of life’s
connection. The moon is the soul, it is our
connection to other lives. Taurus and Libra will go from an intellectual focus to a focus on others, and get swept up in
the gravity of emotions.
Following the Moon Aug 7-Sept 6
Let’s take a quick look at
some of the many changes the moon goes through in its path through the ecliptic
in one month:
The morning of August 7th
the moon will be in the high energy sign Aries; so the planet of stability and
balance will come under the pull of others at a time when emotions are in a
state of excitement. This is very
similar to the crisis people experience at the birth of new life. But by sunrise Aug 8, the moon will be in
Taurus, and disturbing emotions will be grounded in useful tasks for the next
two and a half days. The night of Aug
10, when the moon in is Gemini and lining up with distant but very large
Jupiter there will be a chance to review the new landscape. The moon’s proximity to Jupiter will infuse
emotions with an expansive sense of hope and purpose. That sense of hope should carry for the next
two days.
The morning of Aug 13 the
moon will be in Cancer lining up with Venus.
This will be the point when Taurus and Libra feel the strongest
attachment to others. It will be like
the magic that happens when friends are on a raft in the middle of the great Mississippi, weightlessly traveling toward their next adventure,
two hearts beating as one.
By lunch time Aug 15 the moon
will be in Leo and something we have not talked about will be impossible to
ignore- Mars lining up with Saturn. This
passage of the moon thru the territory of the ego will intensify the test of
will subjected to discipline of the Mars/Saturn conjunction. Bonds formed from Aug 7 till the 14th
will be strained. The needs of survival
and individuals will supersede those of connectedness. Mercury, still in the sun’s sign, will speak
to the moon of how much fun our own thoughts are, how creative we are when we
shine our own light- and there goes happily ever after. The child in our raft mate (every one has a child
in them) is after our attention and we would rather be shining our own light, but
they will not stop till they get a reaction.
At this point our ability to laugh and be entertained will be most
important. We have to be able to look in
the eyes of that other person we are connected to and see another light, a
different light that holds our attention.
Skip to the night of Aug 17
when the crisis has had its way with us and the moon enters Virgo. Here we become students, if we imagine
ourselves still on that raft, we are now analyzing our partner, our
surroundings, recent activity. It is a
time to adjust to the reality that surrounds us on either shore of the river,
to discuss how we can cook the fish differently to improve the quality of life
on the raft.
When the sun rises Aug 20th
the moon will be in Libra, and on the night of the 21st it lines up
with Mars and Saturn. Mars will have
completed its alignment with Saturn but they will still be close. It is as though the moon’s passage through
this area brings added gravity and reflective new light to the crisis of Aug
14-16.
Cancer’s View
Here I want to shift to the
perspective of Cancer natives, who are gaining sympathetic companions with this
transit of Venus into their sign. As
Taurus and Libra natives are dipped in the healing waters of love, Cancer
becomes like a minister whose flock has gained members. People who normally take pride in their
ability to stand on their own two feet (Taurus), or see friendship as an
agreement instead of a life and death bond (Libra) are given over to the lunar
influence which governs the lives of Cancer natives. Until we are at the top of that Ferris Wheel
about to take gravity’s plunge we have no idea what it is like to live life as
a Cancer. Just as childless adults are
baffled at the emotions that transform parents, many of us cannot understand
the powerful emotions that drive Cancer natives. We can’t understand their fears. We cannot see the edge of the cliff where
they stand looking at the ground wayyy down below.
So, for the month from Aug 7-
Sept 6 while Venus is in Cancer, Taurus and Libra sun people will get a taste
of what it’s like to be a Cancer- and Cancer natives will get the support of willing
partners working beside them and witnessing the reality of what they live with
every day.
Return to the Following Moon
Back to following the moon
through this month when Taurus and Libra join the Cancer club as honorary members-
Aug 22 the day begins with the moon in Scorpio.
When the moon is in Scorpio the time it spends above the horizon has
diminished markedly from when it was in Cancer. While the moon was in Cancer it was above the
horizon for more than 14 hours a day, Aug 22, when it enters Scorpio, it is above
the horizon for less than 11. We have
less time of conscious awareness of our feelings and the period of unconscious
awareness is increasing. We are now
looking at the feelings under the surface.
The moon reaching Sagittarius
at sunrise Aug 24th, is a critical stage in the Cancer walk; the
moon is preparing to ‘bottom out’ in the lowest energy point of the cycle. I often think of Sagittarius as the point on
the Ferris Wheel ride where the seats are close enough to the ground that
riders can see the network of power cables supplying the push that gets all
those rides to spin and whirl. Then I
picture a tube of toothpaste that looks empty- how if you’re not careful a big
blob will squirt out when you roll that envelope up thinking there is hardly
anything left in there. Sagittarius is
about directing the diminished incoming energy to achieve the most
effect.
It happens that the later
signs are occupied by two outer planets; Pluto is in Capricorn for the next
several years and Neptune is in Pisces till 2025. Once the moon passes through
Scorpio/Sagittarius and enters the ‘mature’ signs occupied by slow moving
planets, emotions will be affected by wider ranging issues related to the
longer term flow of history. The night
of Aug 26 the moon will be approaching lineup with very distant and small
Pluto.
Returning to the journey on
the raft, when the moon is conjunct Pluto the night of Aug 26 it will be like
getting a sense of what’s on the bottom of the river. How deep is it? What is making the water change course in
areas where there is no visible obstruction?
In Capricorn we are at the lowest point of the energy cycle. All we have is what’s been saved and built
up. The plunge has been taken, emotions
have spun out, and here we begin the process of rebuilding. We pull ourselves together, control our emotions,
and do what needs to be done. By dinner
time Aug 27 when the moon opposes Venus, Taurus and Libra can see how much
stronger they are because of the bonds they have formed with others; they will be
3/4ths of the way through the month long journey walking in the shoes of Cancer,
and have enough experience to make a sober assessment of love’s power to heal
and nurture life.
As the moon moves on to
Aquarius the afternoon of Aug 28, consciousness will be lifted out of the body,
up above the treetops where we see the river’s water going to sea. Though Venus is still in the moon’s sign, and
under lunar rule, the moon will be in a place of detached observation. If we turn again to the image of the Ferris
Wheel, Capricorn and Aquarius are the two signs at the very bottom, where we
find the mechanic insuring that the system runs smoothly. There is no sense of danger or adventure for
the self; thoughts are on the safety of everyone, and the integrity of the
machinery.
At sunset Aug 30 the moon
will be full and lined with distant Neptune. Aug 30- Sept 1 are the days assigned to compassion
in this Pisces stretch of the month long journey. As the moon climbs toward the equinoctical
midpoint it spends an increasing amount of time above the horizon. There is a
sense of being lifted up in the sign Pisces that infuses us with hope.
When the sun rises Sept 2,
the moon will be back in the high energy sign of Aries. This is where it was when Venus first entered
Cancer on Aug 7. But this time around the
sun and Mercury will be in studious Virgo instead of pleasure seeking Leo, and
the trial of Mars contacting Saturn will be a known event in the past instead
of an unknown event to come. Martial
drive will be in a position of quiet power, instead of having to bow graciously
to necessity.
But the most interesting
aspect of Sept 2 will be Venus coming to a place 90 degrees behind Saturn. While energy is over the top with the moon contacting
Uranus in Aries, Venus will be teaching authoritative Saturn a lesson about the
importance of love in balancing the scales of justice. I wonder if this means Taurus and Libra will
have to stand up to some one and challenge them to a more loving interpretation
of fairness. Cancer will certainly be prepared to speak up as they always are
when kindness is an issue, and they will appreciate the support of allies.
By the afternoon of Sept 4
things will be more grounded with moon in Taurus. At this point Venus is in the last couple
degrees of the sign Cancer, Mercury is almost across from earth on the far side
of the sun and moving fast. Minds will
be sparking and there will be lots of activity around documentation. The month of Taurus and Libra walking the
path of Cancer will be over by lunch time Sept 6- Venus will enter Leo and the
tender lessons learned about love will now seem like child’s play. It will be time for Taurus and Libra to shine
and have some fun.
Wrap up
Before I sign off this
interminable post I want to say one more thing to Taurus and Libra- Venus has
been in Gemini since April, that’s 4 months of wonder and amazement at the
variety of the universe.
You are about to be carried on the wave of life instead of observing it,
to leave the detached world of ideas and enter as a participant into the flow
of events. Beliefs will cease to be
things you study like a naturalist, or theories to advocate among cohorts; they
will propel you forward, and by the actions you take, reveal what matters most
to you.
Taurus natives will be amazed
and intrigued at the direction they take.
Librans (as if they haven’t been doing this for the last two years) will
feel the responsibility of following through and standing up for others.
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
August 2012 Horoscopes
Aries: An infectiously upbeat attitude becomes more vulnerable
on the 7th. While diplomatic
tensions peak with a sobering test of courage Aug 13-15, kindness will rule and
fairness will be appreciated. From 1:30
pm Aug 22- 11:30 am Aug 23 you have a brief chance to strategize without
repercussions, after that you are the pilot on a private mission.
Taurus: Aug 7 you answer the door and find an alien
infant in a basket making disturbing noises.
The next day the feeling of crisis will give way to the routine of life
support. By the 13th you’ll see
how caring for others is as indispensable to life as leaves on trees. This month’s crisis is a chance to find out
what you’ve learned and which skills you want to sharpen.
Gemini: On Aug 7 the harmonizing influence
stabilizing your life since April will move on at the same time your creativity
becomes free to explore further afield. You
are in a good position at the middle of the month to gain philosophical or
musical understanding from contractual tensions. This month’s challenge to gracefully fulfill
an obligation under pressure is a chance for Gemini to shine.
Cancer: A relationship that’s been casual and
intellectual since April will become more familiar after Aug 7. You are a mother coyote this month, caring
for a pack on the edge of civilization. Religious
rules about eating are institutions to preserve certain alliances. The more scarce the resources, the more a pack
must encourage discipline. Aug 13-15 you
are encourager in chief.
Leo: Leo’s are exceptional teachers because their
reverence for casual conversation elevates it to a higher level. They spark beauty with openhearted enthusiasm
to sharing ideas. Aug 7 begins a tour
spreading the gospel of pleasure; Aug 16 early risers see Jupiter, Venus and
maybe even Mercury rise before the sun.
Your community rewards you for preserving traditions.
Virgo: In 1848 when tax exemption for the nobility
was abolished in Hungary, The Married Women’s Property Act was passed in New
York, and the first Women’s Rights Convention was held; sorting out the
language and helping define the aims of these social movements was tedious and
largely thankless work…but everyone involved thought the dream was worth it. We’re in a similar time, and starting late on
the 22nd, attention to details will bring new visions into clearer
focus.
Libra: The skill most respected in politicians,
teachers, and business owners is the ability to compromise and to cooperate
with a wide variety of personalities, to strike a deal with a friendly hand
shake. A strong wind does not destroy
structures designed over time to receive the force, and the rest will get a
chance for renewal.
Scorpio: After Aug 23 truths will become secrets
waiting to get free. Before that you
will have no control, but perfect opportunity to decide which truths are most
vulnerable and how to protect them.
Pickled, salted, or is mummifying the only option available for the time
frame involved?
Sagittarius: Somewhere between 1995 and 2008 you shed
innocence. Some people toss it like a
shirt on the bed, others fold it up and put it in a closet hoping one day to
reclaim it. Some people fleeing
oppression leave innocence in the woods and grab whatever clothing will let
them pass unmolested. This year you feel
as blessed to look back on that process as a historian who finds witnesses.
Capricorn: Aug 13-15 is time for baptism in the waters
of religion, history, and tribal myth.
The more we know about the roots of traditions, the less we are slaves
to self destructive belief systems. Aug
1-22 get the word out and keep as many parties at the table as feasible; after
that start privately strategizing for various outcomes.
Aquarius: The first of the month an organizing
principle balances theatrical flare, and the end of the month it gives ideas
for adjusting the script. Emerging
developments Aug 5, 6 should be interesting when the moon lines up with your
planet (Uranus) in Aries. Aug 15-18 look
like a lot of fun as the moon passes mercury.
Pisces: Aug 3,4 and 30,31 are good days for flights
of pure imagination outside graduated cylinders. Aug 11 your tender sense of
luck this year is highlighted. Tension
is high Aug 15-17, but Aug 22-26 the sun opposing Neptune highlights clarity, and the moon illuminates exiles in healing institutions.
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
We are Living in a Spherical World
One of the most damning
‘observations’ made of astrologers, by defenders of modern objective science, is that they make decisions based on how the
planets are aligned. Aside from the
obvious corollary of making a thousand daily decisions based on the motions of
a mechanical device that crows from beside the bed, this reminds me of the
doctor who forcefully asserts that levothyroxine made in a lab is eggsactly
like what your thyroid makes. Thus speak
the righteous scientists. And then
there’s religion. But of course its all
political to me. Its all political to
me.
But then I think love is
political. I think love is a highly
charged political action. Like, who you
love is a political choice. I think a
lot about the politics of love- what rules a society imposes on acts of
love. What makes an act of love
illegal? Are acts of love privileges
which require license? Driving a car is
a privilege. Like a lot of privileges,
driving is taken for granted by those who have a license. But many of our neighbors are denied a
license to drive. Why do we deny people
a license to drive? A license to enter
our country? Why is it ok to have our
cookie and appliance factories in Mexico? Is it because
the labor and environmental laws there are more favorable to corporations and
work is mas barata. All life is
basically cheap there. Death is where
the money is. Down in Mexico guns are illegal, but we don’t respect their border
and let them flow across freely, so they have heads literally rolling in the
streets. Gun control rules in Mexico. Guns are big
in Mexico, like they are in Russia, Afghanistan- where else do we see guns in the streets, strapped
over the shoulders of people in public (usually men). How did those guns get there? Where did those madrassa students get all
their weapons and pick up trucks? Where
did the money come from?
Right, though, we’re talking
about those stupid (stupid!) astrologers (how could they be so turned off by
reality? How hard they work at weaving their stories of la la land!) And when a prediction comes out wrong, they
just change the date. They are worse
than prostitutes and we can’t seem to get rid of them. But people give them their hard earned
money!! They are worse than high
interest credit card offers and pawn shops.
They are worse than NASA, the EPA, and ICE combined; astrologers just
want to run our lives and it’s a real shame to see people get caught up in that
bull.
Well, the moon is catching up
with mars in libra today. This is like
the visit of a loved one or the food truck at the camp. Mars is really showing off his most charming
side this month whether he or she likes it or not. It is really important to see mars in the
females in your life as well as the males.
The will to survive is strong in every one. Right now we are actually starting in on a
wrap up of almost thirty months of gaining a sobering understanding of
fairness. Saturn will soon descend even
further down the ecliptic, below the celestial equator. This month mars is catching up with the old
one, and today, the swiftly changing moon.
All three in libra-saturn, mars and the moon.
Mars will catch right on up
beside Saturn about Aug 16. When that
happens the sun, moon and mercury will be in leo, with venus in cancer. That should be fun.
The new moon was beautiful
last night. How could any people who
follow the moon believe the earth is flat?
It is when the moon is really new, or really old and all we can see lit
up is a curved sliver, like a tiny blanket of light on the bottom side of a
Christmas tree ornament, perfectly curved, illuminated by a candle from a lower
branch; that it is obvious we live in a spherical world.
Saturday, July 14, 2012
Astrology Slut
Sorry, for the offensive title, I'm super bummed. Just had a great day exploring astronomy sites, ancient history- getting to know the difference between a Philistine and an Amorite. It was such a great day of study. I had stumbled onto a really cool astronomy site called Bad Astronomy. I was looking for more info about the Vela C region. The European Space Agency just published some beautiful images of this region 2,500 light years from our sun which was referred to as a star nursery. The Bad Astronomy blog didn't have additional info about that but did have a neat video showing water drops in slow motion, forming craters in various substances (to illustrate how peaks formed in craters on the moon). I was so excited.
After reading the most recent posts on the Bad Astronomy site I clicked on an archived post about astrology. Heart break. It seems that astronomers respect astrologers about as much as Christians respect atheists. So I did leave a very brief comment.
I guess it is just these awful moments that remind me why I devote so much time to astrology. It has made me whole. It has made me feel that I am not crazy for feeling lost in a world of clocks and calendars; that time is holy and not something generated by a mechanical device, but something spun out of the same miracle that gave birth to the stars and planets and me.
In the last 18 months of writing a monthly horoscope column, I have gained a better understanding of why astrology is so reviled. Some of the comments posted on the Bad Astronomy blog provided even more insight. In fact in my studies today I came across a Christian site about Armageddon that was astonishing in the depth of detail and number of posts and followers. Religion really is powerful stuff! So powerful I don't see it going away any time soon. I think the best approach is to marry religion with what we know about the real world.
I will continue to enjoy the Bad Astronomy site.
But I think that dose of disrespect calls for some serious poetry. Here is one (of five) by Adrienne Rich which was reprinted with original date of publication, in The Nation magazine, on the occasion of her death in March 2012 at the age of 82. She had contributed twenty one poems and several essays to The Nation over her lifetime. I have no idea what Ms. Rich's attitudes were about astrology; I do believe she had a deep love for humanity.
At Willard Brook
November 18, 1961
Spirit like water
moulded by unseen stone
and sandbar, pleats and funnels
according to its own
submerged necessity-
to the indolent eye
pure wilfulness, to the stray
pine-needle boiling
in that cascade-bent pool
a random fury; Law,
if that's what's wanted, lies
asking to be read
in the dried brook-bed.
I feel like such a feeble and inadequate champion of such a worthy cause. But then I am reminded of Boethius and my eyes are lifted from this dull earth to the starry heavens. I know of no better faith than that which bows in reverence to the real firmament. The stars, conscious or not, gave birth to us. They do not need me to speak for them. It is other humans, longing for some sense of life's purpose, that need to be acquainted with their real origins, their real home, the real flame that they carry within their mortal selves. We did not create the stars and planets. We come from them. It is right and proper that we follow them and seek to feel at home among them. Clocks are mere inventions of humans, crude imitations of earth's relationship to the sun. Astrology follows all the planets as though they are our neighbors, as though they matter to us, as though they are something more than objects to mine for minerals or water. The other planets in our solar system are extensions of earth just as electrons and protons cohabit atoms. Astrology helps us feel as snug in our corner of the Milky Way as an electron in a carbon atom.
Good astrology fosters reverence for the real universe.
After reading the most recent posts on the Bad Astronomy site I clicked on an archived post about astrology. Heart break. It seems that astronomers respect astrologers about as much as Christians respect atheists. So I did leave a very brief comment.
I guess it is just these awful moments that remind me why I devote so much time to astrology. It has made me whole. It has made me feel that I am not crazy for feeling lost in a world of clocks and calendars; that time is holy and not something generated by a mechanical device, but something spun out of the same miracle that gave birth to the stars and planets and me.
In the last 18 months of writing a monthly horoscope column, I have gained a better understanding of why astrology is so reviled. Some of the comments posted on the Bad Astronomy blog provided even more insight. In fact in my studies today I came across a Christian site about Armageddon that was astonishing in the depth of detail and number of posts and followers. Religion really is powerful stuff! So powerful I don't see it going away any time soon. I think the best approach is to marry religion with what we know about the real world.
I will continue to enjoy the Bad Astronomy site.
But I think that dose of disrespect calls for some serious poetry. Here is one (of five) by Adrienne Rich which was reprinted with original date of publication, in The Nation magazine, on the occasion of her death in March 2012 at the age of 82. She had contributed twenty one poems and several essays to The Nation over her lifetime. I have no idea what Ms. Rich's attitudes were about astrology; I do believe she had a deep love for humanity.
At Willard Brook
November 18, 1961
Spirit like water
moulded by unseen stone
and sandbar, pleats and funnels
according to its own
submerged necessity-
to the indolent eye
pure wilfulness, to the stray
pine-needle boiling
in that cascade-bent pool
a random fury; Law,
if that's what's wanted, lies
asking to be read
in the dried brook-bed.
I feel like such a feeble and inadequate champion of such a worthy cause. But then I am reminded of Boethius and my eyes are lifted from this dull earth to the starry heavens. I know of no better faith than that which bows in reverence to the real firmament. The stars, conscious or not, gave birth to us. They do not need me to speak for them. It is other humans, longing for some sense of life's purpose, that need to be acquainted with their real origins, their real home, the real flame that they carry within their mortal selves. We did not create the stars and planets. We come from them. It is right and proper that we follow them and seek to feel at home among them. Clocks are mere inventions of humans, crude imitations of earth's relationship to the sun. Astrology follows all the planets as though they are our neighbors, as though they matter to us, as though they are something more than objects to mine for minerals or water. The other planets in our solar system are extensions of earth just as electrons and protons cohabit atoms. Astrology helps us feel as snug in our corner of the Milky Way as an electron in a carbon atom.
Good astrology fosters reverence for the real universe.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Our Sky Horoscopes July 2012
Hey! Here is July! I feel so extraneous posting these horoscopes after I look at the fields of them all over the internet; I have seen one with cool illustrations by the astrologer who writes the horoscopes. The following link Ode To Scorpio video by Michael Lutin was sent to me by my friend Todd Clayton. Mr. Lutin is a first rate performance artist bringing quality astrology to the public. Michael Lutin NY <--------click on that for his web site.
So here's MP's contribution for July, 2012
Aries: A complicated string of contacts, beginning
with a friend that’s like a brother or sister, will tune you into a lunar
channel and take you on a rollercoaster ride of emotions July 3-21. The tension will be high on the 17th
when you’ll get a chance to weigh all sides of a contentious issue. July 28 as you approach a test of fairness,
you’ll be eager to argue your case. July
30, 31 though severe restrictions are highlighted, you will have a sporting
attitude.
Taurus: The apostle Thomas had to touch the wounds of
the survivor before he could fathom the miracle. You are walking away from a fact gathering
mission to understand your own twist of fate.
Like Thomas you will have a range of emotions to sort through until July
22 when enough celebratory energy is spinning out to brighten all feelings.
Gemini: Penetrating humor July 1,2 gives way to
darker insights the 3rd and 4th followed by work on a far
reaching vision. July 9, 10 you get
kudos for originality and then on the 14th meditation gives way to
socializing and family fun. July 22 you
come under the spell of summer.
Leo: Some high energy days are July 1, 2, for
lively conversation and 9-11 for defending an opinion. July 14, 15 are friendly days. The 17th is a tense day as several
conflicting needs compete. The moon is a
thin crescent July 22 when sun enters Leo.
July 24,25 you’ll have to take care of business.
Virgo: July 3rd is your day of
independence- when the martial planet of survival leaves your neighborhood and
crosses below the celestial equator.
Still, until July 22, the spirit of generosity will have you at the
mercy of fluctuating emotions. After that you’ll be like the traveler in Rome enjoying the colorful customs without judgment.
Libra: Virgo’s independence is your new challenge,
but with 2 years of carrying the weight of the world you are prepared to handle
anything. As the sun descends from the
Tropic of Cancer your main concern will be reading emotional cues like tail
wagging, ears back, teeth bared or belly presented for a friendly rub. By the 22nd even mad dogs will
fetch a toy from the water.
Scorpio: A beaver having its way is not building a cement
pond. Protect the trees you really need
and relax. Some people pay good money to
have experts alter their landscapes, while you are getting organic changes for
free and the unexpected surprises that come with friendship.
Sagittarius: This year Sagittarians are finding out what
their dream looks like when it comes to fruition. Don’t panic if you suddenly realize something
that should have been obvious- like behind every successful business is an
owner juggling problems. By month’s end
you’ll accept what you’ve gained like a good sport.
Capricorn: The looping chain of communication that you
are stuck with until August leads to the dreaded boogie dwarf July 3, 4. You are becoming very familiar with this
marginalized subject, but the rest of us only get a sound bite once a
month. July 22 your self restraint will
begin to pay off and you’ll have a couple of weeks to get a few persuasive words
in.
Aquarius: You have 5 more years of being a hero. This month you’ve got the job of befriending
someone at a time when they are talkative but speaking in riddles. At first you’ll be challenged to sort out the
moods behind the performance. By July 22
you’ll be familiar enough with their quirks to enjoy their humor without mental
translations.
Pisces: Sometimes the most important way we show love
is through meaningless conversation with no points to be driven home or lessons
to be grasped: the delight of language just for fun. Then too a free flow of information is the
best support for those who want to stand on their own two feet. This year you are nurturing with words more
than deeds.
Friday, June 1, 2012
June Horoscopes
Aries: In the second week of June you will feel your
confidence drop as worries make it hard to think objectively. Ancient students of rhetoric had to practice
speaking with marbles in their mouth.
Think of this as training; you’ll be a star speaker by the 26th
thanks to this temporary handicap.
Taurus: Feeling like a forgotten potato in the pantry
with tender roots reaching for that honey jar on the first shelf? Wondering how much longer before you get
pitched into the compost heap? You’re
not finished yet; private adventures June 7-25 will show you everything you
need to know about the next chapter in your life.
Gemini: You rule the first week of June and then you’ll
be trapped inside the looking glass for almost three weeks. When the month begins to wind down you will have
lived through many nonsense rhymes that once made you laugh, and will be coming
up with originals of your own.
Cancer: According to legend we got the Our Father
when the people asked Jesus how to pray.
I always wondered why he didn’t just throw his hands up in disgust and
say “I give up! You fools are
hopeless!” Instead he produced a formula, quick as a glass of
instant milk, that we still repeat today.
Your job this month is to outline the facts of caring. We are all gods trapped
in flesh from the same god, but are lost without your reminders of how this is
so.
Leo: You get plenty of respect till June 7 when an
emotional techie messes up the cue frames or you are overwhelmed by the news
and have to cut to station identification.
Mature associates will provide the lines you need to keep the broadcast
rolling. Though you won’t be in charge
yet, by the middle of the month you’ll have willing assistance because you
stood up for a difficult story.
Virgo: The first week of June we look to you to get
the facts straight, then some of us can jump in and all you have to do is give
pointers to the confused helpers and answer questions to keep us on the right
track. In the middle of June you get a
bigger project to set up, but it won’t upturn your life and you have a year to complete
it.
Libra: You are a social butterfly with an
invisibility cloak, which may come in handy the second week of June when the
accounts of loss and dependency start coming in. It just so happens as you adjust to the
various requests for understanding, the cloak will be shrinking, but what
matters is that visible or not, you can help people locate their own source of
pain.
Scorpio: You lose control starting June 7. You’ll have the reigns for a crisis June
12-14 but then it’s back to dealing with whatever comes up as best you can. Think of yourself as a contractor finishing
up construction on a house, you have to coordinate various experts as they
become available.
Sagittarius: If last your last year was dark night of the
soul, the one starting June 12 is the year of impersonations, and you had good coming
attractions in May going from wasp to caterpillar to butterfly. June 7 your butterfly morphs to penguin and
on the 26th you become a dolphin.
Capricorn: After a week of productive research you go
back to the kitchen for a few weeks and work on the stew. As business comes to a standstill and
tensions increase, the idea of celebrating will appear more strategic than
frivolous. A bit of theater gives you a
chance to set the tone as the next round of negotiations approaches.
Aquarius: Guerilla sword play with facts is fun, but starting
June 7 there will be more players crying foul or requesting a time out to
discuss the rules of play. This won’t be
as entertaining as electronic documentation of witless criminals and public
officials, but it will give you a chance to outline your views on our evolving
rules of privacy.
Pisces: On the 12th you get direct access
to information that previously came from a friend or ally, even as they are
drawing closer to you. To Pisceans
trivia is the milk of kindness. After
the 27th your friend will be on their way as the dialogue is
becoming festive.
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
Introducing a New Writer on Our Sky Blog
Introducing a New Writer on Our Sky Blog
Kenny Grey The 4th House of Home has agreed to let
me post some more of the writing he has sent me over the last couple of
months. We reconnected via internet this
past March after being blown onto different paths at the end of high school 36
years ago. I never knew Kenny very well-
just saw him when he came in to Surfside Pavilion to get a drink or bite to
eat when I worked behind the snack counter.
He was the coolest surfer on the beach which is saying a lot since Holden Beach was the coolest beach around. It was a super place to be a teenager because
it was just a beach with pinball machines, foosball, friendly waves and a fishing pier. Ok
there was also air hockey, put-put golf and a few pool tables. The best parties were at the end of dirt roads
hidden among live oaks and sand dunes.
In the three summers I worked
at the Pavilion I never learned anything about Kenny. So when I made a day trip to visit him and
his family this past March I was flabbergasted to see that he lived right near
the boat houses that I had looked at countless times, and wondered about, whenever I
crossed the bridge over the water way. I also did not know that his favorite little league
coach was a close friend of my parents; I only knew that Kenny was the surfer with
the sunniest disposition who always treated others with respect and
consideration.
It was a wonderful surprise
to learn that Kenny writes, documenting his
heritage as a native of Brunswick County. In the last
several weeks I’ve gotten to read about all the ways he has enjoyed the beach
and waterways over the years with friends and family; he’s written about
kayaking, surfing, camping around the state and family reunion fish fries to
list just a few of the topics.
Today I'm posting a few paragraphs from an excerpt he sent from "the surfing diary", and I've sent him the 'keys' to the blog, so he can start posting at his convenience. Aside from a brief introduction to his birth chart, Kenny is new to astrology. I will be looking for ways that natural time is reflected in the themes of his posts and the moments he hits the publish button. Welcome Kenny!
Excerpts from the surfing diary......
October 1994, just
before Halloween...Steve Strutski and i are the only ones out, both of us on
nine foot long boards. Perfect waist to chest glass, long rides, warm water and
air. A great day with a good friend. Rescued a pelican who caught a surf fisherman's
live bait and got hooked through his bill. I was surprised how weak he was;
obviously built to glide.
...Around September,
1995, we had several days of the most excellent waves, thanks to hurricane Luis
passing by offshore. Big waves, some over head high, offshore winds and perfect
glass made Holden Beach a surf mecca for a few hours one day. I was out at
the bridge; in between sets, the ocean would appear dead calm. This made it
difficult to be in the right spot, as there was no lineup of surfers just
outside the break zone like usual. Fear kept my adrenalin pumping as every
twenty minutes or so a huge set, much larger than the rest, would stand against
the horizon and i would burst into a full speed paddle straight out to sea, to
try not to get caught inside as these waves would break much farther out to sea
than the rest. Knowing that a wave breaks when its height is about two-thirds
the depth of the water, i knew that I had to get outside the shallow sandbar
where the normal waves break. But the waves, although huge and powerful, were
breaking very slowly with the strong northeast wind blowing against them, so
the takeoffs and drop ins were effortless, almost as if i was in slow motion.
The rides were extremely long, and i often got tubed twice on the same wave as
the shorebreak was still chest high or higher. I got barreled so many times
that day i lost count. Got tubed twice backside on the same wave.
A week later hurricane
Jerry passed offshore and great chest to head high waves again. Perfect glass
for several days at the bridge, the pier, and Surfside, my favorite old spot. I
lived across the river then, as i still do, and i would paddle my board across
the river and surf all day and paddle back home in the dark. My first board was
an eight foot long Claude Cogdin "Lightweight" model, so named
because it weighed a scant sixty pounds. It was like walking with a ship's
anchor. It was too wide for a scrawny fifteen year old to get his arm around,
so i had to carry it on my head like the "Endless Summer" guys. I had
a knot on my head for years after selling that board.
Thursday, May 17, 2012
May Horoscopes
May 2012 Horoscopes
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Aries: On May 9 your mainline to hot information
will be compromised, but a helpful channel will be an inspiring example of
patience and restore your faith in partnership.
By the 24th your access to intelligence will be effortless; you’ll
soon look back on the last several months and appreciate the knit fixing that
seemed to go nowhere.
Taurus: Virtual life is for the birds, but get used
to it; you’ll be up in the air till August.
After a low spirited May 9, you’ll start examining rooftops to orient
yourself. May 13, 14 you’ll still be
lost and paralyzed but full of hope. Call
and respond, listen and talk back, you’ve got to hang in the treetops for
awhile and learn to chat with the avian tribe.
Gemini: The wind continues at your back till the 9th,
and then those pedals will need more torque.
Your best bet is persuasion May 11, 12- but cooperation will be
threatened May 15, 16. The weekend of
the 18th is not in your hands; May 25-27 is the high point of the month.
Cancer: May begins with a problem to solve and your
best chance to gaze on the fleeting nature of perfection. Don’t run out for a new radio when urgent signals
are dropped or seem to become fainter as the month progresses. You will have to feel your way for a while,
and guess at the meaning of the few messages that get through. Keep a steady hand and after the 24th
you’ll get an inspiring jump in reception.
Leo: When I look at Leo’s chart for May 13 I get a
nostalgic urge to reread “The Brotherhood of the Grape.” At the same time I picture a child, dragged
against their will to work in the field, discovering grown up pleasures they
would have missed, had they not been pressed to carry grown up weight.
Virgo: May 1 the moon highlights the ongoing
challenges you’ve dealt with since Nov.
May 3 and 4 take care of contract duties while you’re motivated to speak
up. The quest to find creative solutions for
practical problems peaks before dawn May 22.
May 26 your ability to take on a bit of chaos will feel like the triumph
of a survivor. May 28-30 things are
improving, but there is still a little way to go.
Libra: May 4 your cool head prevails, then on the 9th
the moon points to the dispossessed while mental activity digs in for an
understanding of how things work. May 13
if you can let go, wander dissolutely; the better for your reflexes on the 17th
when tempers flare. May 18-20 get busy
behind the scenes while the moon closes in on the sun. Visit like a butterfly May 26, 27.
Scorpio: You retain the initiative through May 9 and
then your will to fix things gives way to necessity. Not to worry, hidden information will start
to come out after the 24th at the same time the fix-it train is
picking up speed. You still have plenty
of influence.
Sagittarius: In May conversations will rise and fall like
the feathers from an old fashioned pillow fight; by the 9th the
pillows will be worse off than the birds whose down stuffed them and the air
will begin to clear as gravity takes over. But then on the 24th someone lets
in a breeze and stirs things up all over again.
The air shows no sign of staying clear till the June rains come.
Capricorn: You’re still vulnerable till the 10th,
when hot heads run out of steam. Then,
as folks begin to cooperate with each other you’ll forget the rancor, or at
least not dwell on it. Your work as a
diplomat becomes more intricate on the 24th when you start managing
all the input.
Aquarius: You can handle the stress of war. The real threats since Nov come from the
failure of equipment and disregard of critical protocol. Give up wrangling from May 9-23, but then go
back out like a bee after honey and the lines of communication will hum with
efficiency.
Pisces: Your tour in the nursery has been extended-
they want thrillers till May 9 and then you can bring out the sleepers till the
24th for quiet time. The
scariest part of the month comes when everyone wakes up from a nap eager to
tell a story just like you.
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Mars and Jupiter in Earth Signs
Blogspot has changed the format and I feel like I'm driving in an automatic after years of a stick shift.
Not sure if this is Mars finally picking up speed after so many months in Virgo- but I tried to play a cd in the dvd player plugged into my little tv in the living room. Except for computers we haven't had a working cd player in the house for more than 4 years. They aren't as plentiful in thrift stores as they once were. I remember when you could get a decent boom box for 8-10 bucks. So, since the dvd player does play cd's; I've done like Dorothy did in the Wizard of Oz, I clicked my heals and got the music I could have had all these months.
There is a middle eastern disco beat pulsing in the living room. A nice call and shout number is on the second track with women responding to men and lots of hand drums. I get this stuff at the store where I buy olives, olive oil and feta cheese. There is a really beautiful woman who treats me like a sister. She is from Egypt and has a baby boy. I have spoken with some of the other women at the store a bit, but she is the one who literally took me under her wing. Since then I have noticed that she is outspoken with the men. Though I'm sure she is not yet 30 years old, she has the spirit of a matriarch.
I love the combination of violins like plentiful water rushing over rocky creek beds and hand drums like many feet pounding the bare earth. I will have to ask my friend what they are singing in these songs. I tried to learn the alphabet in Arabic, but failed twice. One day....when there is more time for these things.
So crossing the obvious technical hurdle to get music could be Mars finishing up its extended stay in Virgo, but what to associate with the international theme it has fed in my world? Maybe Jupiter in Taurus. That stay has been a bit longer- about a year, and it has felt like a time of putting down roots, realizing a commitment, coming to an understanding of loyalty among people from faraway places. Without traveling from my home, I have made a place in my life for strangers. It has been very difficult; I am exceedingly selfish with my time, my words and attention to the lives of others. My son and dog and housemate live with my antisocial behavior every day.
But today I am alone in the house with my dog who does not complain about my choice of music, getting the dishes washed with a lively beat, a foreign language and foreign musical flourishes gracing the air. But I am late to clean a house... jumping jupiter!
Not sure if this is Mars finally picking up speed after so many months in Virgo- but I tried to play a cd in the dvd player plugged into my little tv in the living room. Except for computers we haven't had a working cd player in the house for more than 4 years. They aren't as plentiful in thrift stores as they once were. I remember when you could get a decent boom box for 8-10 bucks. So, since the dvd player does play cd's; I've done like Dorothy did in the Wizard of Oz, I clicked my heals and got the music I could have had all these months.
There is a middle eastern disco beat pulsing in the living room. A nice call and shout number is on the second track with women responding to men and lots of hand drums. I get this stuff at the store where I buy olives, olive oil and feta cheese. There is a really beautiful woman who treats me like a sister. She is from Egypt and has a baby boy. I have spoken with some of the other women at the store a bit, but she is the one who literally took me under her wing. Since then I have noticed that she is outspoken with the men. Though I'm sure she is not yet 30 years old, she has the spirit of a matriarch.
I love the combination of violins like plentiful water rushing over rocky creek beds and hand drums like many feet pounding the bare earth. I will have to ask my friend what they are singing in these songs. I tried to learn the alphabet in Arabic, but failed twice. One day....when there is more time for these things.
So crossing the obvious technical hurdle to get music could be Mars finishing up its extended stay in Virgo, but what to associate with the international theme it has fed in my world? Maybe Jupiter in Taurus. That stay has been a bit longer- about a year, and it has felt like a time of putting down roots, realizing a commitment, coming to an understanding of loyalty among people from faraway places. Without traveling from my home, I have made a place in my life for strangers. It has been very difficult; I am exceedingly selfish with my time, my words and attention to the lives of others. My son and dog and housemate live with my antisocial behavior every day.
But today I am alone in the house with my dog who does not complain about my choice of music, getting the dishes washed with a lively beat, a foreign language and foreign musical flourishes gracing the air. But I am late to clean a house... jumping jupiter!
Friday, April 13, 2012
Looking forward to New Moon in Taurus
I am anticipating the Taurus new moon April 21 with peace already suffusing my happy heart. The meeting of Jupiter and Venus in March was the highlight of a hope filled year for workers, even with all the violence of tiny people shaking their fists at death dealing weapons of the rich and powerful.
Every day the atrocities are in the news. The violence is just impossible to ignore. And yet people still cry out for more, still refuse to return quietly to their humble homes in the shadows of well groomed palaces and lush gardens walked in peaceful meditation by the urbane shapers of their limited destiny.
Who is misbehaving? Who is in need of a civilizing influence? Are these people, who are splashing paint all over the walls in the street, thugs on drugs? Do they require the iron hand of tanks and machine guns to make them respect the rights of others? Where is this sense of entitlement coming from, that people are willing to kill and be killed in order to get their message heard?
I wrestle every day with the knowledge that this wave of destruction and chaos could reach my peaceful little world and suck me into despair. What will I do when put on the spot? I too am a no body, subject to the fickle winds of history; what will I do if forced to publicly declare what matters most to me? Will I stand in front of an immigrant friend and say you take them away over my dead body? Or will I crumble in cowered silence as they are taken off to work in a factory south of the border where heads get lopped off and rolled in the streets?
I share responsibility for the suffering of others, but I live in peace. I enjoy too many comforts to count, yet I live in fear that they could be snatched from me any day. How?
The exercise of looking at crude maps of the solar system and seeing how its configuration changes from day to day helps me live with this real sense of foreboding. I imagine my body rotting or going up in smoke when I die, all the mass of water, carbon and minerals just dissipating into the vast sky, evaporating peacefully from the ground, or violently in a stoked furnace, to my former home before individual existence. I have a good idea of where I will go when this trip on earth is finished.
With this awareness I can turn my attention to the niggling task of how best to love and accept love from the people around me, feeling like a somewhat educated flea, determined to enjoy the ride on my host and get the most out of it.
Friday, March 30, 2012
The 4th House of Home
Walked down to the river around three a.m, the quiet roar of the surf breaking on the beach just over the dunes. To the east, i can hear the sea buoy outside the inlet, its foghorn echoing the familiar lonesome moan across the water that i have known since childhood, as regular as the ticking of a clock. The forlorn cry of a whippoorwill reminds me that no one is awake but me and my horse; a dark silhouette that snickers at my approaching footsteps and lowers its head to continue grazing. There is no moon, but the glow of a million stars lights the old worn path that my father and grandfather walked for generations. I imagine them walking beside me now, wishing i could shake hands with their ghosts and talk of the times and tides with them. I can see my greatgrandfather herding a stray hog back into the peanut field, mending the split rail fence behind him as he curses the hour and the obstinate nature of the beast. I can picture in my mind the indians who lived here a hundred years before him, roasting their oysters over a fire just as we still do today, hunting deer with bows and arrows and growing their corn and tobacco in the remote meadows of high ground among the swamps. I long for the days of my youth when no houses were in sight of ours; when we walked a mile through the woods to our nearest neighbor along the two deep sandy ruts that granddad told me was a horse and buggy road when he was a boy.
Kenny Gray
I call out loud for their spirits to come walk with me, but the hollow sound of the foghorn mocks my voice. I wonder why i am still here, toiling this land as they did, a slave to this little piece of earth bound by fetters and chains i willingly forged with my own hands. I am planning my escape, but just as a prisoner relies on his cunning and the complacence of the guards, i must bide my time until others afford me the opportunity to barter away my heritage, my home, my very soul. Then maybe i can reincarnate in another time, another place, another life.
Kenny Gray
March 30, 2012
Holden Beach NC
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
March 2012 Horoscopes
Our Sky Horoscopes are published monthly, (and on time unlike the posts on this blog) in The Triangle with Tragic City Comics by Q Allen
Aries: Now is time for the line drive. You are shooting for the outer limits so expect surprises. There will be extra thrust March 20-22. By lunchtime the 23rd romantic mists from late Feb return and you’ll have to feel your way through the explosive weekend. March 25, 26 the pleasure of enjoying what you have comes over you.
Taurus: You rule from March 5-April 3, and by the 10th it will be evident. If your ship does not come in by the 14th, something equally uplifting will renew your faith in patience and hard work.
Gemini: This month you are like one of those performance chefs at Kanki amazing those around you with your ability to slice and dice and catch a flying knife by the handle. On the 23rd you move to the sushi table and concentrate on rolling rice in soaked seaweed while trading stories with relaxed guests.
Cancer: The 7th is heavy lifting day, plan to work hard. Though positive attitudes continue to prevail, on the 10th you will feel the weight of responsibility by evening. March 15, around 11pm, whether you are awakened from sleep, dancing with friends, reading or watching a movie, allow yourself to grieve for someone you care about. Big ideas come March 19, 20. Watch out world on the 22nd. Peace 25, 26; spirited birdsong 27-29; shelter 30, 31.
Leo: Rest and relaxation begin for you on the 5th. If the weather is not right for gardening you can make bread. By the 20th you will be propelled into critical intellectual activity which will last till the 23rd when stories and poetry take center stage.
Virgo: Mars has not spent this much time in your sign since Nov 64-April 65. (OK, Nov79-May 80 there was an abridged version.) The language will be so far off the charts the night of March 4- March 6 you’ll have to laugh. A measure of diplomacy will bring some relief the 9th and 10th and then it’s back to threats and demands. With the neurons this fired up you’re bound to get something useful done that you can start to enjoy by the 25th.
Libra: Like Taurus, you rule this month. Take a look at what Virgo’s up against and let them know they are not crazy, the world really is against them. Don’t tell them that, just agree, or nod thoughtfully. Let them vent, not too long though, and then gently move the conversation in a more neutral direction. They will really mean it when they thank you.
Scorpio: You get to feel pretty civilized this month as the words fly like a food fight in a high school cafeteria. The more people posture the more you wonder if they understand what they are after. The 11th and 12th are two days you’ll feel some answers that ring true to you. By the 25th the crusading will take a backseat to more immediate desires.
Sagittarius: The morning of March 5, a bolt will strike the lightening rod minutes after you sit down to breakfast after feeding the hens. (As if you didn’t already appreciate what farm workers do to get produce to market?) The high voltage activity continues till March 23, but you’ll be canning at the wood stove after that close call so you won’t have to worry about it.
Capricorn: This month (starting March 5) you find out the difference between dominating and being exalted. While you can’t make anyone behave the way they ought to you can show them how to be good sports. This is like the teachers playing kickball against the students. It’s not whether you win or lose, but that you kick the ball pitched by people who look up to you.
Aquarius: One year down and seven to go. The eve of March 7 the critical force driving the current web of necessity will be illuminated. The night of the 10th the spotlight swings to you; people will be ready to hear a practical, balanced assessment of the situation, including a respectful nod to high hopes. In spite of all the hot air, there is an urge (after the 4th) to listen.
Pisces: The heat is building up in our energy account and we’ll soon be caught up with the southern latitudes; meanwhile on the right, we glide past Vulcan’s furnace and get a peak in the steel shaper’s window. This is where that sword from Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon was born.
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